Day 16 – The Day of Hell
The continuing story as to why Diane does not like to borrow things from other people … she is a klutz
I spoke to Sandy just after finishing breakfast. There was no change in her condition and she wasn’t sure weather she would need to go in for surgery or not. Whatever the prognosis, Sandy definitely wasn’t hitting the road today and continuing on to Arizona.
We made plans for me to drop her van off at the hospital parking lot and take a taxi back to the campground. So, once again, I have to drive her beast through the streets of San Antonio.
The girls who greeted me as I stepped out of the van this morning:
I got a later start than I wanted to, possibly with a large factor being that I did not want to drive this van again. I did not want to be in this horrid state one more day. I wanted to be left alone. At the same time, I was deeply worried about Sandy. This makes about 48 hours now of my emotions being all over the board. On top of it, it was raining. Just what I need – to be driving a van I am terrified of in the pouring rain.
I get in the van and can’t figure out how the windshield wipers work. It’s not that I couldn’t figure out how they work, I mean, windshield wipers are windshield wipers, right? Hers made a weird motor sound like the window washer fluid motor was running but there was no window washer fluid squirting out onto the windshield. The motor made noises in some settings but not others. The intermittent feature didn’t intermittent and I finally ended up turning the wipers off and then only making one sweep with them as I needed.
San Antonio has I-410 as a loop around the city. When I looked at the map, I noticed that SOUTHeast Baptist Hospital was only three miles from the campground. Apparently, I drove three-quarters of the way around the I-410 loop yesterday when I only needed to drive one quarter in the other direction. This morning, as I headed out to the hospital, did I listen to what the GPS was telling me? NOOOO! I decided to follow the map. Apparently, there are TWO Baptist Hospitals in San Antonio and I wasted 15 minutes driving to the wrong one; which meant I wasted 15 minutes driving back to the campground to start over again.
By now, my stress for the last 48 hours, plus the accumulated stress of the last two weeks, reached its breaking point. I started sobbing, screaming, and slamming my hands into the steering wheel while screaming at the top of my lungs at the GPS. I had no business being behind the wheel of a vehicle, never mind one that wasn’t mine that I was not familiar with and driving in a strange city.
I finally reached the NORTHeast Baptist Hospital an hour after I left the campground. When I tell you that I tried five different parking spaces before I could maneuver the van into one, that is no exaggeration. I bet I spent another half an hour in the parking lot pulling in and out of parking spots before I finally found one that I could get into. The van was not level and I was worried about it being level enough for the refrigerator to work properly. My van has to be nearly 100% level or the fridge doesn’t cool as well as it should.
I tried to dry the tears before going in to see Sandy, but that was a useless attempt. There was just no stopping the water works. Add to all this, I got to the reception desk and they told me they had no record of a Sandra Hinze being admitted. When they finally did find her, they directed me to room 70 on the second floor. I got off the elevator at room 1.
By the time I reached Sandy’s room, I think I needed admitting, too. I did not want Sandy to see me in this condition, but I had no choice. When I got in her room, I blurt out that I could not do any more for her. I didn’t want to say it, but the words came out involuntarily. I absolutely could not and did not want to do any more. I wanted to get out. I wanted to be left alone. I wanted peace.
At the same time, I felt ashamed for my feelings. I was not the one who had a flat tire. I was not the one who was sick. I was not the one who ended up in a hospital. I was not the one who was stranded alone in a strange city.
After I calmed down, I told Sandy that I would be OK. I had my hissy fit and I was now renewed and ready to conquer the world. I did not want to leave her, but I did not want to stay, either. She assured me that she would be OK, too, and she gave me money to grab a taxi back to the campground. She said that if she needed surgery, she would call her son in California to come be with her.
One of the nurses who drew her blood in the Emergency room yesterday offered to take care of Cody for her. She said her parents had a Chihuahua and she really wanted to do this for her. When I spoke to Sandy later in the day, she told me that the nurse and her husband came and picked up the van and brought Cody home with them. I may hate Texas, but Texans are the most generous, giving people on earth.
By the time I got back to the campground and on the road, it was nearly 1:00. I packed up as fast as I could and headed out. Man, did it feel good to be back in my own van. I only had four hours of daylight left to travel. We had originally planned to go to Van Horn, but I knew I wouldn’t make it one quarter of the way. I found a Passport America campground in Fort Stockton. As usual, I got in after dark, so it was difficult to see anything around me. Luckily, I got a pull-through site, so I didn’t need to back up the van in the dark.
This is a picture of the sunset against a plateau I took along the highway. You can't see them unless you enlarge and zoom in the pictures, but that whole plateau from the lump on the left side to the drop on the right side is lined with wind generators. What I found ironic was that on the left side of the highway, the fields were littered with oil rigs and on the right side of the highway, there were hundreds of wind generators.
Much of west Texas has these hills that jut up out of nowhere in miles and miles of flat plains. All of the hills, whether they are nothing but a little bump or a long stretch of rock, are topped with flat plateaus.
Once camp was set up, I walked Hope around the campground. This was a mobile home park with the front two or three “streets” set up for campers. A structure fire was a block or two away, so I walked over in that direction and watched the flames for a bit.
What started as a very stressful day ended up being far more relaxing, although it would have been nice if I made it to my destination while the sun was still up. Someday ….